12.23.2017

Skinhead Barry by Volk Kinetshniy

Skinhead Barry

Barry has just been released from jail and has to return to the normal world. However he finds that after 10 years a lot has changed and he is forced to stay with his sister and his nephew.  Despite his sister’s efforts to help him, Barry is still using and has no intention of changing. Soon enough he reunites with his old friend Darell, who is the only link to his past and together they get caught up in a tragic path of self-destruction.

People are walking by, they are going home to celebrate. Celebrate what? Everyone looks happy, I wonder how much effort they put into this. Some kids are playing in the snow, screaming and jumping. They are doing my head in. My nose is running, I light a cigarette, it’s warming me up a tiny bit. The snow, the brats, the happy people, it all looks so sad. There is decoration everywhere on the streets. A huge Christmas tree is standing ahead of me.
The light, the angels, the stars, the candy, there is no magic behind them. They are ugly plastic toys standing there. Staring right back at me with their dead plastic eyes and their fake smiles. People and toys look the same. Plastic people, plastic toys, existing for no reason. There is nothing magical about Christmas for me anymore. In fact, I don’t think there ever was. Christmas will be over soon, the lights will go out, the plastic angels will be stuffed away in the attic, smiling in the dark pointlessly, till next Christmas comes. Who will put all these people away?

By Volk Kinetshniy